apne bistar pay buhut dair se main neem daraaz sochti thi wo iss waqt kaha par ho ga main yaha hoin magar uss kucha rang o boo main rooz ki tarha se wo ajj bhi ayya ho ga aur jaab uss ne waha mujh ko na payya ho ga !??? aap ko ilm hai' wo ajj nahi ayee hain ? meri har dost se uss ne yehi pocha ho ga kyoun nahi ayee wo- kya baat hui hai akhir khud se iss baat pay soo baar wo uljha ho ga kal wo aaye gi to main uss se nahi bolon ga aap hi aap ki baar wo rotha ho ga wo nahi hai to balandi ka safar kitna kathan seriyah charte huwe uss ne ye socha ho ga rahdari main' hare laan main' phoolon ki kareeb uss ne har samat mujhe aan ke dhounda ho ga naam bholle se jo mera kehein ayya ho ga ghair mehsoos tareeke se wo chonka ho ga aik jumle ko kayee baar sunayaa ho ga baat karte huwe soo baar wo bhula ho ga ye jo larki nayee ayee hai' kehin wo to nahi uss ne har chehra yehi soch ke decka ho ga jaane mehfil hai' magar aaj fakat mere beghair haye kiss darja wohi bazm main tanha ho ga kabhi sanatoin se wehshaat jo hoi ho gi usse uss ne be sakhta phir mujh ko pukaara ho ga chalte chalte koi manoos se ahaat paa kar doston ko bhi kissi azer se roka ho ga yaad karke mujhe' naam ho geyi hon gi palkain ankh main par gya kuch'' keh ke tala ho ga aur ghabra ke kitabon main jo li ho gi panaah har sater main mera chehra ubhar ayya ho ga jaab mili ho gi usse mere allalat ki khabar uss ne aista se deewar ko thama ho ga soch kar ye ' ke behl jaye parshani dil youin be wajah' kissi shaks ko roka ho ga! itafaakan mujhe uss shaam meri aik dost mili main ne pocha ke suno- ahey thai wo? kesse thai ? mujh ko pocha tha? mujhe dhounda tha charoun janab?? uss ne aik lamhe ke liye decka mujhe aur phir hans dii uss hansi main to wo talkhi thi ke uss ke agay kya kaha uss ne - mujhe yaad nehi - LAKIN ITNA MALOOM HAI ' khuwaboin ka bharaam toot gya!
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